javaviolet's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Mom's back in the hospital.. My mom went back to the hospital. sigh. She woke up with a 101 temp. and red blotches all over her body. we have no idea why. My dad, in all of this, has decided that she is having a medication interaction. Hmm, well I'm so glad he's a doctor... wait. No, he isn't. So maybe he shouldn't be making stupid comments like that. I'm angry at him. It's normal to worry in a time of conflict or crisis. It's normal to be be sad... or a little bit angry, or even try to do things to take your mind off of everything. But thats not what my dad does. Nope. My dad tends to take out his frustration out on me. He blames me for everything. I clean house everyday, watch my mom, take care of my add dog kai ( who has issues) and do tons more things. Including paying some of the ulities. But my dad will pick the one thing that I didn't do that day, and complain about it for hours. He says that I should learn how to cook so I can provide my family with home cooked meals. Wait a second... so I can do EVERYTHING plus... cook you nice home cooked meals?! FUCK YOU! He doesn't help me with anything.. ever. He never thanks me for doing the things I do. He eats my food or snacks, then tells me how salty they are. Helllo! My snacks. Not yours mine. I'm working through some issues here. 10:02 am - Oct. 19, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wacky Weather It's fucking hot outside. It's October. Fall. Leaves changing colors. Sweater wearing students. Not in California. No sir. It's 83 degrees outside. Tank top weather. And my allergies are all out of whack. My mom keeps getting overheated and has more headaches then she should be having. I protest! I want my cool, maybe even cold weather back! 4:08 pm - Oct. 17, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cleaning House I'm trying a new design. Yeah, I have issues. I really need to write more, but I have not been feeling ym diary for a while now. So I'm trying to get back into the groove of writing daily. Daily rants.. Daily dose of me. 3:41 pm - Oct. 17, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Halloween Haunt Magical Tunes So I was over at Theme Park Adventure checking up their update's on Knott's Halloween Haunt page. And they have video from the first night of here. I cannot help but help get that groovy little song they from getting stuck in my freaking head. It's so quirky... it's almost like a hybrid of Oingo Boingo and System of a Down. And I simply can't get the damn thing out of my head. Everyone must go and check it out.
It's called "Manic Depresso" by SyKoTiK SiNfonEy. The video doesn't do the whole event justice! Any one, who watches this is gonna think, "Oh I wouldn't be scared of some guy in a mask!". But you do, in fact, do get scared. There's tons of fog... and darkness. It get's to the point where you can't see anything.. not even your friends. So while your mindlessly grabbing strangers, in the hopes, they are your best friend, you end up getting scared by the roaming monsters. And they are sooo good at it. They embrace it.. and god bless them for it. The looks on your friends face's are priceless. 2:52 pm - Oct. 17, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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